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At the age of 13, I died, met God, and lost my death-related fears.  Reflecting on my early death experience “it was a starting point that allowed me to explore life to the fullest and leading me to meet a Soulmate, a personalized form of the Universe and allowing to admit my most hidden sexual secrets.”

I explored relationships and spirituality and embraced sexual experiences.  Born from Hungarian immigrant parents, I grew up in Germany where I started a career in modeling and then switched into the music business.  I managed a band when I relocated to Los Angeles. The book “Sex, Ego, And Love” exposes the essential nature of courage.  I invite you to follow my quest for answers, accompany me on my honest journey through life, after-life, bisexuality, psychedelic drugs and orgies, all punctuated with deeply spiritual reflections.  The lessons I share reveal a framework for liberating oneself from the claws of anxiety by embracing personal growth, authentic living, and self-love.

I use my writing to fight for the ideal of truth while battling hypocrisy. “I wish I could prove how tightly courage and happiness are intertwined.  We can only thrive when we allow being vulnerable.”  The book, “Sex, Ego, and Love” shows the devastating power of anxiety and how our ego uses it to isolate and cripple us.  It also presents a profound path to personal liberation and there is no coincidence why you are reading these lines.

This book chose me to write it because I don’t feel shame.  My truth revealing lifestyle reduced my social angst significantly.  Try it out, it will work for you too.

I look for other daring souls who are willing to share their true erotica experiences.  Anonymity is guaranteed.  You can find me on social media.  I also hold workshops and lectures, examples are on Youtube.

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